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Post by wolf on Nov 22, 2007 20:49:25 GMT -5
"yay, i'm conforming whether i like it or not..."
He took a sip of the drink, admiring the way the glass caught the light.
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 22, 2007 20:54:14 GMT -5
"conformation is like most things here and almost everywhere a state of mind, Tim a shot of jager" Christian seemed to be enjoying convicing Maikiri into like more of life than killing
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Post by wolf on Nov 22, 2007 21:11:10 GMT -5
"yes, but my state of mind is different form every one else's on the planet, taking into consideration i am a different species. my brain, and for all you know i don't even need one, is entirely different. my lifespan, my normal interaction with other lifeforms. they all play a part in my state of mind and they are all different from yours."
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 22, 2007 21:16:01 GMT -5
"d**n thats a good f**kin point i dident think about that" Christian drank the jager "but even know you think that lonlieness is so bleak you have a pretty bleak view on life as well"
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Post by wolf on Nov 22, 2007 21:22:31 GMT -5
"i do?"
Makiri seemed to be very interested in this.
"go ahead then. tell me how my view of life is bleak...."
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 22, 2007 21:28:16 GMT -5
"the reason your view is so bleak is because you cant be happy without causing others horrible f**king misery that when you where captured had to indeur yourself , and i bet with everything i am if you werent killing others youd have killed yourself that so far has been your only pleasure in life and otherwise its completly f**kin empty and hollow"
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Post by wolf on Nov 22, 2007 21:36:15 GMT -5
"hey....your right...."
Makiri looked sad for a moment. Then he laughed and took another gulp of his drink.
"oh well. i haven't ever known anything other than that, like you have, so i can't possibly long for anything else. you see, i don't strive to better myself, i just strive to be happy the only way i know how. i learned to live only for myself and not for others in any way, so that's what i'm doing, and if my life is empty like you say it is, that's my problem and not yours. you would understand if you were just like me..."
He thought for a second, but quickly dismissed the thought. It would never work....
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 22, 2007 21:42:50 GMT -5
"hmm your problem and youll deal with it on your own im pretty sure thats exactly what i said earlier but personaly i think that your so hung up on the image of yourself as a loner that your closed to outside ideas and you shut yourself off and kill to keep your own deamons quite"
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Post by wolf on Nov 22, 2007 22:44:51 GMT -5
"demons? haven't you been listening? i AM the demon! i don't need others to tell me how i do things, i manipulate them into doing things i want them to do. i am the cause of pain and my target is the unfortunate victim. your problem is that you think i should think like you, act like you, react like you. what you don't understand is aside from a couple of similarities, i am completely different. when something traumatic happened to me, i didn't have voices appear and try to control me. i escaped from my torment and constantly fight against it, to this day. you keep thinking of me as a human, but maybe that is because you always see me in human, or partly human form. my real, birth form would show you i know nothing other than death and killing."
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 22, 2007 22:47:11 GMT -5
"i dident mean literal deamons after all you do have things after you all the time and theres no reason to be so hostile about it"
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Post by wolf on Nov 22, 2007 23:08:13 GMT -5
Makiri calmed down.
"Hostile? hmm.... i do get that way from time to time.....just goes with my character i guess...."
He sat back and seemed to be looking off into space. he needed to take life less seriously....it used to be all fun and games until the slip up..now he had to be so careful. everything was a challenge he had to defeat. everything was life or death. He smiled.
"do i seem too high strung to you, because it's been feeling that way lately...you do realize, that even being as old as i am, i'm still not fully mature yet, or at least my mind isn't....i'm still a kid."
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 22, 2007 23:21:03 GMT -5
"not to be to offencive but yeah you get a little high and mighty from time to time. Youre still a kid? thats a little suprising but it would explain things a bit, but you are rite i am constantly trying to find someone thats more like me that i can relate to but i told you why earlier" Christian sighed and felt kinda bad
"im sorry about bothring you about the loner thing but you do have a kinda negative view of yourself" Christian knew from what Makiri had told him what hed done but felt sorry for him because he always thought so horificly of himself that he was nothing but a monster
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Post by wolf on Nov 22, 2007 23:33:42 GMT -5
"yup, that's me...always negative, but at least i'm happy. well, kind of.... as happy as i can be under my circumstances. oh, and the high and mighty thing is because, like i said, i think of every other thing as a lower life form. i realize you think that's a bad way of looking at things, but in all honesty, if i can kill you all without much trouble i think i am allowed to be self important."
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 22, 2007 23:36:10 GMT -5
"lets move to a diffarent topic"
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Post by wolf on Nov 22, 2007 23:40:24 GMT -5
Makiri looked on the verge of laughing.
"well if you don't like talking about the only thing i know, then lets talk about something else..."
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