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Post by wolf on Nov 21, 2007 22:31:02 GMT -5
Makiri had a look of fear, very unlike his character.
"Sorry i asked...."
He took a couple steps into the darkness of the room and calmed down a bit. It helped to think that he was the only one who could see in total darkness. Nothing could get the better of him in it....
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 21, 2007 22:37:49 GMT -5
"you know they took me here twice" Christian sighed and lit a cigarette "the first time was after my parents were killed the second time" Christian sat against the wall to reveal past angiush "you remember that girl i told you about at the bar" Christian looked at Makiri "i killed her,she found out i killed people and we got into an argument she tried to leave and i grabbed her, she kept trying to jerk away and struggle and i accidently snapped her neck"
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Post by wolf on Nov 21, 2007 22:48:57 GMT -5
Makiri came out of the darkness with a grim interest.
"You didn't mean to kill her? And here i thought you had done it out of spite....i guess that's why you regret it so much."
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 21, 2007 22:58:37 GMT -5
"no i just couldent stand to see her upset, i even quit killing while i was with her ,she made the memmories go away but she found a body and just freaked out i couldent stand to be alone again and even told her i had stopped i begged her not to leave, when she hit the ground she looked the exact same" Christian looked back down "dressed in all black she allways wore black and had on black makeup i lifted her up and burried her in the dirt under the celler she still seemed so alive, it killed me inside and ive hated everything that i am since"
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Post by wolf on Nov 21, 2007 23:16:05 GMT -5
"Living your life to make another happy? how strange.....i've seen it in many species among the great cosmos but i still don't understand why they all do it....i've never had contact other than killing and i'm perfectly fine. if fact, you are the first creature i have ever actually had a conversation with...and, if you don't mind me saying, i could take it or leave it."
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 21, 2007 23:21:45 GMT -5
"does it honestly pain you that much to speak with me, but then again maybe you should have spoken to someone more normal first" Christian looked up at Makiri "maybe you dont know what its like to feel very alone do you?"
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Post by wolf on Nov 21, 2007 23:35:56 GMT -5
"alone? i know the word but i've never experienced it..."
Makiri thought for a moment.
"Perhaps because humans have always had others in their lives, they need them. You grow up with family and friends. you have acquaintances. Your entire civilization is based on and around each other. Every human plays a role in the great scheme of this world. Where i come from, it is only each individual. We rely on no other and never meet up with one another. Therefore, we can never get lonely."
Makiri looked down at Christian.
"what does it feel like?"
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 21, 2007 23:43:03 GMT -5
"its like dying so slowly and so painfully that you feel like your own personal anguish is worse than the most horrible tortue, everthing just feels so bleak and upsetting the most awfull thing to ever expieriance." Christian finished the cigarette and flicked it out a window "its worse than death you become so depressed you dont even want to kill yourself cause thats not even gonna make everything ok" Christian looked back down "why do you think i approaced you in the first place i needed to keep myself alive so i talked to you"
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Post by wolf on Nov 21, 2007 23:49:44 GMT -5
Makiri looked shocked.
"I sure as hell am glad i've never been through THAT! What a bleak thought.....oh, i'm sorry, i'm probably making you feel terrible-"
He stopped.
"I think i'll shut up now...."
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 21, 2007 23:58:19 GMT -5
"dont feel bad the fact that theres even a being willing to talk to me makes me feel a little bit better about what i am most the voices tell me ile be alone forever and the worst of them, dave taunts me about killing Charlotte hes the one that talked to you earlier he told me if i kill enough sell come back but i know hes a lying f**k and even know i know you dont consider me a friend your the only one ive had since johnny" Christian seemed upset about his existince trying to make friends with an alien that said he hated everything including him
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Post by wolf on Nov 22, 2007 0:07:55 GMT -5
"don't take it personally that i don't consider you a friend. I would have tortured most creatures to death by now just out of random spite. The fact that you're still alive is an extremely good sign.....who's johnny?"
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 22, 2007 0:13:26 GMT -5
"This guy i met in high school we shared a simillar view on life and since of humor plus we both ended up killing people i havent seen him in a while i think hes a part of some insomnia study now, he tried to kill the girl he liked too but it dident go as well for him" Christian was thinking back to previos times "well im glad im not tied to a pole being torture but death dosent seem that bad anymore"
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Post by wolf on Nov 22, 2007 0:18:51 GMT -5
"Death is nothing. it isn't even very painful once you get past whatever made you die in the first place."
Makiri looked up at the ceiling.
"its coming back to life that hurts the most....."
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Post by 12286665 on Nov 22, 2007 0:27:31 GMT -5
"ive tried to kill myself multiple times and was brought back" Christian took off his coat and multiple tattoos could be seen he took off his nuts and more were visible along with may stab scars of attempted scuicide. the tattoos often had names of people he knew and friends as well as carvings of rhunes in his chest "but that mite not be what you meen by brought back to life"
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Post by wolf on Nov 22, 2007 0:51:01 GMT -5
"nope. i've actually died....several times."
Normally he would be fascinated by the strange markings all over Christian, but he was lost in memory... His tail twitched nervously and his ears flicked back and fourth. the sound was back again...
"Remember when i told you i don't always get away with what i do? Well, the consequences for my actions are not at all favorable..."
He felt so numb. The noise got louder and louder. What the hell was it?!?
"I caused a great war between two galaxies. it was the best thing, to see them, millions, all slaughtering each other... As you might have guessed, the survivors of this war were hell bent on finding the cause of so much death...they eventually traced it to me, and even with my shape shifting abilities, i could not elude them long... They planned well their revenge. i was imprisoned, helpless in a laboratory and endlessly experimented on...whenever i died, they would just bring me back and start all over again...how long did it last? two, three centuries....i can't even remember...i finally escaped, but i haven't been the same since..."
His terror turned to rage, and the shadows crawled around the room.
I used to cause wars dammit! Species would become extinct because of my ingeniousness!!! now i have to kill when i can and keep quiet...they can't find me again....."
The noise stopped. he calmed down. maybe it was them..... He slumped down against the wall. His eyes dark and empty.
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